You don't have to apologize, and I get it. This isn't the kind of thing you'd wish on anyone, but I can get why having someone like that here would mean a lot to you. I feel kinda lost a lot and I know if Kimblee was here I'd be a lot more focused. He'd probably hate it here though, and I'm glad he didn't get dragged into this, but... I think I can see where you're coming from.

[THIS WILL NEVER STOP BEING HILARIOUS TO ME]