It's been a long, long while. You learn to deal with what you've been given, don't you? Or you end up going mad. [shakes his head] This place is madness. I rarely spoke of her before, other than with Ned, the only other one who truly understood. I don't think my wife even said her name until a few weeks before. But... The thought that she'd be upset, if I were to kill innocents here, in her name. That keeps me on the straight and narrow.